My life is an absolute wreck right now. I completely understand that it’s mostly my fault and I could have easily avoided the situation that I’m in had my past self just used better judgement. Still, I can’t help but feeling like it’s unfair. These past few years being an exception, my life has been very wonderful and I feel like I truly have been blessed with a wonderful life that many people never have the opportunities to have lived the way I have but I lived to fast. I saw and have done so much in such a short amount of time. I’m tired. I need rest and right now rest is not a luxury I can afford. I just need peace. That’s all I need.